I fucking hate this,man.  It makes me feel so stupid…and I hate the feeling of being stuck in the middle…if i can’t do dynamics, i can’t revise for my other subjects because I am running out of time (exam’s on the 14th Aug).  And I’m frustrated…cna’t do nuts questions and i’m wasting so much of time.

I hate this feeling of being crippled…can’t do any question at all.  Fuck it.  What happened to the days when I could take on anything?  Where did they go?

Trust HIM?  Trust HIM?  I did…  WHAT NOW?