New month’s resolution: Blog.

Been away from carmenjotshere and perhaps could have lost the ability to express myself in written words.  But I won’t say no to a challenge

It’s been a month since work has started, received my first pay check last Thursday and sent of to Gippy until next week.  Been commuting back and forth Clayton and Gippy, not loving the days where I have to leave because I have to wake up at 6am! Loving the days when I’m in Gippy because I spend close to $0 for food and accomodation!

Was just talking to a friend the other day and I realized that 2009 has been a tough year for me, it’s the whole change and transition from point A to point B makes it tough because during transition, everything seems to be in a faze.  It’s two months before the year ends and I would conclude that I yearn for stability.  In many ways.  Life. Job. Relationships. Money. Direction.  Stability is what I am after yet still, I find myself far from being stable in this phase of life.  Different things being tested.  Different things being removed.  Different things put into my life.  Different expectations.  Different fears/concerns.  Different people in my life.

Somehow, I know the days ahead are going to be better.  If I could live through these so called ‘dark’ days, I am sure as long as I thread one step at a time, brighter days are ahead.

Summer is coming, that’s for sure!